HEARTFELT CONFESSIONS
okay. i`m here to actually talk about two issues. one is the quitting of guild as well; as wads gg on on my tagboard.

MOH
If people do bother to check out my wish list, they would have noticed #05. Actually being in MOH actually meant a lot to me and it held great significance in my life. I'm really proud to be part of it and that it had brought so much joy to me, not only in Audition but also in reality. It pains me to see what has turn out to be and that my wish had not come true. It pains me to see the immaturity displayed the lack of trust and the self centeredness that people actually portray. MOH, no doubt brought lots of joy to me almost meaningless life but it also brought tears to me.

The issue of leaving MOH was a tough and long decision. Maybe many people still haven't truly understand wad made us have this decision & i can firmly tell you that it all happened too fast and everything went out of ctrl before we actually could get a good look of e entire situation.

Building of FAM, no doubt gave us more recognition. But it also is the pitfall of MOH. Through this FAM, we realised the true colours of our members. Who were e ones who really bothered to care for the guild, who chipped in to help, who did not but came in and talk big and criticised all e rest who did help, etc. It is also through this FAM that made me realise how vulnerable we are. We are unable to address issues like in e past. To Boss: I always respect you and e fact that you made my stay in MOH worthwhile and all. But this time, ii can't stay, because I cease to realise my purpose of staying on. Inactive members are just all a facade. What really changed is the attitude of members. I'm still very puzzled with the whole series of events. But I shall not dwell on it since the problems have already been solved. The changing of guild leader(s) made me feel that the old MOH is gone. So my real reason for leaving is cos I realised my MOH is gone, and the people whom I care (excluding MIA ones) have also left, without a word. && there they are, demanding an answer from us. How fair is that?

Now that we have left the guild, as we wish the MOH spirit to forever live in us, we have decided to open a small guild just to accommodate us few - exMOHers. && wads wrong with that? I don’t see why we should get so many negative feedbacks. In any case, others also have their humble abode. So I really dun see why we can't.

Lastly, i wish to thank all for making my stay in MOH so memorable and fun. And the TRUE spirit of MOH will live in me X3

TAG BOARD EVENTS
Ok. Many people have come to my blog to spam my board cos i flamed and criticised their goddess (w/e names your want). && the fact that they cld is because i was honest enough to leave my name there.

Ok, so to all the young teens out there. Snap out of that trance and look straight. Please make sure that whatever information you have is TRUE. Cos I got the other story and it totally clashes with mine. And your are going to ask me, how come mine is true and not hers? cos obviously i bothered to check it all out before i start spamming. Like duh? Anw, I wasn't the topic starter. I merely added on. To think there will be so many with the same thoughts as me. How exciting.

If you all realised that whatever we spammers have done have hurt her badly, well, why dun you ask my sister? Its was the FIRST time I saw her run home crying. Do you know e hurt and pain? YOU OBVIOUSLY DON'T. Cos you all just bother about your goddess who tells you all the lies.

Please, seriously, nobody wants to be a KPO and buaysong and all. But when its time to step and help your loved ones, everyone would do it readily, believe me :P

The Seven Deadly Sinst

Vanity

In almost every list pride (or hubris or vanity) is considered the original and most serious of the seven deadly sins, and indeed the ultimate source from which the others arise. It is identified as a desire to be more important or attractive than others, failing to give compliments to others though they may be deserving of them,[citation needed] and excessive love of self (especially holding self out of proper position toward God). Dante's definition was "love of self perverted to hatred and contempt for one's neighbor." In Jacob Bidermann's medieval miracle play, Cenodoxus, pride is the deadliest of all the sins and leads directly to the damnation of the titulary famed Parisian doctor. In perhaps the best-known example, the story of Lucifer, pride was what caused his fall from Heaven, and his resultant transformation into Satan. Vanity and narcissism are prime examples of this sin. In Dante's Divine Comedy, the penitent were forced to walk with stone slabs bearing down on their backs in order to induce feelings of humility.

我踩著夢的階梯 走進了 一座迷霧森林

誰的心事 被天使竊聽 泛起漣漪

時間它幫我設計 下一秒 誰是神秘嘉賓

小心翼翼 揭開了面具 掌聲鼓勵

All This While

Remember when...
getting high meant swinging at
the playground;; the problem
about boys was cooties;; mom
was your hero && dad was super
man;; your worst enemies were
your siblings;; race issues
were about who ran the fastest
;; war was just a card game;;
life was simple && carefree
but what i remember most was
W A N T I N G T O G R O W U P