Secrets she hides from herself.

2010-10-16T14:56:00.065+08:00

Blog Sale

Supre hooded tee

Brand New with Tag

Tagged Size M

Going for $12 mailed

Supre Low armhole Batwing Dress

Brand New

Tagged L

Going for $18 mailed.

Supre Oversized Beach Dress with Wide Neck

Brand New with Tag

Tagged M

Bought for $15 AUD.

Going for $12 Sgd mailed.

SUPRE BUTTON FRONT MINI SKIRT

Brand New

Tagged M

Going for $18 mailed.

Forever21 Purlieu Woven Blazer

Tagged L

Fits up to a UK12.

Very pretty and made of good material.

Good for formal Presentations

Going for $30 mailed.

Supre One shoulder Ruffle Dress

BN With Tag

Tagged M

Able to fit UK8 to 14

Going for $14 mailed.

Supre Striped Oversized Crop Top

Tagged L

BN Without Tags.

Super gorgeous!

Fits to almost any size asit is meant to be worn oversized.

Going for $25. Any lower I would rather keep.

Cotton On Denim Shirt.

Brand New without Tag.

Tagged M

Going for $19 mailed.

Supre Nautical wheel Tank Dress

Brand New without Tags.

Tagged L

Fits up to UK 14.

Going for $15 mailed.

ASOS Toga Batwing Tunic Top in BLACK

Worn Once.

In Excellent Condition.

Tagged UK10.

Going for $ 20 mailed.

TheVogueLab Grey Sleeve Dress.

Able to fit till UK 14.

In Mint Condition. 8/10

Not for fussies.

Really gorgeous and comes with Obi sash.

Going for $10 mailed.

Love, Bonito Tara Asymmetrical Top in Black

BN with tag

Able to fit till UK14

Going for $25 mailed.

Supre Striped Shorts

Size L, Worn Twice, in Great Condition.

Able to fit UK 12-14.

Got it for approx $30 Sgd,

Selling for $15 mailed.

Casual Sundays Harem Pants

Smooth Cotton/Polyester Mix Material
Hidden Side Zip
Slightly Stretchy
Functional Side Pockets
Hem of pants are pushed up (can be pulled down)
Color: Matt Black

Selling for $20 mailed.

BNWT

Zipia inspired Pulled Tgt Ribbon Tunic in Nude

QUality Rayon/ polyester Mix Material

Non Sheer, slightly stretchy

Self Tie ribbons at the side

Going for $20 mailed

Peasant white top, similar to Love and Bravery's
Please email me for actual pictures.
Able to fit till Uk 14 cos of the tie back cloth.
Worn once, selling for 13 mailed
Very sweet piece.
Credits to Loveandbravery.

Customized Ilovemyskirt's Miss Vogue.
Mine is Exact same as Miss Vogue,
just that The colour scheme is reversed, and looks more like Miss Sailor
but the sizes of the ribbons are the same.
Worn Once, 20 mailed

Now 15 mailed!
I got it for 25. Very Very pretty piece
Able to fit till Big UK12 cos it is Banded.
Credits to ilovemyskirt.

BonitoChico Leather bib top in White

Able to fit till big UK10.

BN not worn. 23 mailed

Now 20 mailed!!

Very nice and straps are adjustable.

Credits to BonitoChico.

Momoteapots Flutter sleeve kimono in Greyish Blue

Able to fit till Big UK 12 and maybe 14.

worn once, 18 mailed

Very pretty piece and great when worn with bandage skirts.

Credits to Momoteapots

Bohemian Dress
Exact same piece from TVL, but it's off white color, not cream like that of Affairee.
Able to fit Big UK 12.
Worn Once, 15 mailed

Going for 12 mailed now!!
In very good condition.
Credits the Affairee and TheVogueLab

BonitoChico's tri-colored frock
Able to fit till UK 10 only.
Brand New, 25 mailed

Now 23 mailed!!
Credits BonitoChico

Floral Frock From TVL
Able to fit up to UK 12.
Worn Once, 17 mailed

Now 15 mailed!!
In Excellent condition
Credits TVL

Forever21 Lucinda embroidered tube dress
Size M in Royal Blue
Worn twice, mint condition
$12 with meet up.

Forever21 Chiffon Dress
Size L in Royal Blue
BNWT, 18 with meet up.

Chiffon Cowl Neck Dress, manufactured by TVL
Able to fit Big Uk 10.
non sheer at the front but sheer at the back.
sequins on the shoulders.
Brand New , 15 mailed

Now $10 mailed!!
Credits to TVL

High Collar Drop Waist Tunic in BLACK, from TVL
Able to fit to Big UK 10.
Brand New, 18 mailed

Now $14 mailed!!
Credits to TVL

Blake Lively inspired Peplum Dress in Black from TVL
Worn Once, 18 mailed

15 mailed now!!
Able to fit up to small UK 12.
Credits to TVL

Forever21 Bubble hem dress
Size S in Royal Blue
BNWT, 19 with meet up.

BN Everlast Petallis Blue slip on.
USA 8/ UK6
BN not worn, only worn around the house for awhile,
never out of the house.
bought for 39.90 from Everlast stores,
selling for 33 with meet up.

Going for $30 with meetup now!!

ASOS inspired Bow Button Dress in Navy, from TVL
Very Pretty Piece!
Fit up to Big UK 10.
Worn Once, 18 mailed

Now $13 mailed!

Gold Eyelet Studded belt from TVL
Brand New, $10 mailed

$8 mailed now!!
Credits to TVL

Authentic Mac Studio Fix Powder in NC20.
used, at least 80% left.
More info can be found here:
http://www.smartpoppy.com.au/products/MAC-Studio-Fix-Powder-Plus-%22NC20%22.html
Comes with a brand new puff, but its not from MAC with no box.
selling for 18 mailed

14 mailed now!
Retailing much much more outside!

2010-10-11T10:59:00.001+08:00

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

This particular person, used to be my number one enemy in primary and secondary school.
I totally detest her, loathe her to the core.
Probably it's the way she like to make sure that no other people are close enough to overtake her or whatever.
In simple terms, I just hate her so so much when I was still ins secondary school.

But looking back now, I don't personally like her still and have no intention to,
but the hatred and all have slowly dissolved.
It could be due to the fact that I haven been in contact with her for such a long time,
or it could even be that I've got so much positive feelings now to overtake all these negative ones!

and for that, I thank all the people who have gave and shown me love, to erase all the upsetting and unhappy ones.

2010-10-11T10:58:00.009+08:00

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Haven't been meeting this bitch for a v v long time!
Never really talk to her as much as we used to as well.
Hope we can find a day and just talk talk talk!
Dec Hols okay? Melissa Chua! :D

2010-10-11T10:58:00.008+08:00

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

I realized I don't have any pictures of my maternal grandparents in my computer.
Or rather, I don't remember taking any with them since I've grown up.
Coming to think of it, I think it's something that i regret badly.
There aren't any pictorial memories, just those in my mind.
But still, I wish they are still with us now.

I miss you ah gong ah ma.

2010-10-11T10:56:00.002+08:00

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Currently not feeling too well.

So shall not elaborate.
Couldn't think of anybody immediately.
The only person I can think of is him.
Guess who?

Time to go back to 205. Damn it.

2010-10-11T10:55:00.002+08:00

Day 08 : Your favorite internet friend

Okay, there really isn't a favorite internet friend if you talk about those friends that I know through the net.
However, there's this group of people and they are prolly the only group that fit the bill?
Ok, I`m not inside cos I don't go out with them usually, or rather at all.
But they are nice people!
Go out with you guys some time okay! :D

GO FRIDAY! :D

2010-10-03T12:04:00.003+08:00

Day 07 : A picture with your friends

NTU Soci Yr1, 2009

2010-10-03T11:45:00.003+08:00

Day 6 — A stranger

Not a single stranger, but many strangers.
Found this pic in my Iphone album...
These are the strangers who are queuing in front of me when I was there queuing for the best Lor Mee in Singapore
on a Sunday morning.
Surprising much? Haha.
Singaporeans know where all the good food are.

Even though they are all strangers, but we share the same passion for good food! I LIKE! Haha.
If you wanna know where this is, Just go to Old Airport Road FC and follow the queue, you won't regret! :D

2010-10-03T11:44:00.002+08:00

Day 5 — Your dreams

I`m sure everyone has dreams.
And these dreams actually change over time.
Like from young, I've always wanted to be a vet cos I love animals.
But this dream was shattered when I did not take up Biology in secondary school.

So dreams are always changing at different stages of your life.
Throughout your life course, there are bound to be many different things that you feel and wish for.
Since I`m someone who likes to daydream a lot, I tend to have a lot of dreams.

But as for now, my dream is to be able to get married to the love of my life.
Not now like at this moment but hopefully the near future?
Like after we both graduated from uni, etc.
Even though I very much want to defy the Singaporean cycle of studies, work, marriage, retirement,
I think it doesn't really apply to me in that sense cos I`m not doing it because of the cycle but for something else. Haha.

That's my latest dream, or rather, my goal. :D

2010-10-03T11:43:00.002+08:00

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

I have only one sibling - the sister.
Sometimes, she's such a bitch (Most of the time)
She's super practical at times whereby she's nice to you only cos she needs your help.
Other than that, you get all sorts of nicknames that she thought of.
Sometimes you get so worried bout what she wanna do but she doesn't seem to care at all, which makes you mad. Like, why should I care as well?

But other times, she could be an angel and do nice stuffs for you.
Things from the mundane and simple all the way to the end of the spectrum.
She buys you lunch from the foodcourt downstairs, she gets you certain things that she knew you wanted, etc.

And above all, I`m still thankful that I have her, cos life would have been hell without her, especially with the menopausal dad.
I Love you Valerie! :D

2010-10-03T11:40:00.004+08:00

Day 3 — Your parents

It's always this love-hate relationship with the parents.
In general, I love my mother though she's damn naggy at times.
But I really can't say the same for the other.
Sometimes I wonder if it's menopause - It seems to be affecting him more so than my mum.
He gets so cranky at times you seriously dunno what to do but ignore him.

But still, here are the folks!

2010-09-14T21:43:00.002+08:00

It's been super long since I`m back here at blogger.
Still contemplating if I should come back here for good.
Somehow, I just prefer the way livejournal handles the posts.

Well, I shall just see how then!
On a side note, I lost my EZlink card today!
Sigh. Just as what hubby always says, "careless cashless"
There you go, I just topped up 10 bucks!
Then now I have to reapply for a new one since the YOG debit card won't allow me to apply for any concessions which I have the intention of doing so.
Damn it.

Anyway, went for dinner with Suami at Ambush@ JP!
Didn't know they had an outlet there anyway.
It was sooo empty, hence their service was excellent! haha.

Tomorrow is Union Day and I still have to stay till late for classes.
How saddening.
Haha

Ok whatever, back to 205 readings!
Shall blog again soon!

2009-02-05T20:13:00.001+08:00

FLYING OFF!

vintage-story.livejournal.com

how long will i be back here?

actually, i`m not sure myself , wait and see ok? ;D

XOXO

2009-01-11T14:07:00.004+08:00

The girl of your nightmares
went to sentosa with the clique 2 saturdays ago . Totally missed them and really glad that everyone could make it on that day ;D
Some of the pics that we took that day X3

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Des ``
Haas, yepps Love her and Analeigh too ! ;D

Rasp``
HAHAS. Nopes. i love her to bits now , cos she gg buy me PSP! ;D

2009-01-02T19:50:00.008+08:00

The Promises
ok , so i did say i would blog with pics and also said that the uploader sucks. so i chose to put the pictures tgt so its easier to load and i did that with ppt so it sucked and looked bad i guess. but whatever ! the memory is wad that counts, isn't it? ;D

Prom Pics! ;D

went out with mel , mf , law and lr to shop for prom stuff ! ;D @ swensens

Lastly, my uber cute cousin , wen xing ;D

OK , till next time , and still i`m really looking forward to sentosa tml and maybe dinner with the "table tennis kids" if its still on ;D

2009-01-02T19:39:00.002+08:00

Bye '08 , Hi '09

oops , i`m blogging now cos i`m super guilty for neglecting this thing for like so long. and probably cos my fingers is itching cos i haven't been typing for like since ages ago and the only keys i really need to press is actually the arrow keys ( cos of audition ;D )

With the arrival of the new year , there are so many things that i wish i could achieve! And i cant possibly name them all here , so i shall keep them all a secret ;D and i`m super looking forward to tml with e clique @ sentosa ! so long since we last hanged out ok! ;D

I've got so much pictures to upload and the blogger photo uploader simply sucks and i hate it cos it keeps making the newly uploaded pics go to the top when its like spposed to be below e previous one , catch my drift? LOL its soooo irritating ==

nvm . i shall upload them all in the next post ;D

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Yanlin``
hahas. okok ;D link me too okayy? ;D

Justice``
gosh , we've missed you too ! ;D tc ok ! ;D

lotte``
hahas. lazy ma ;D i`ll try ;D

linrong``
oops , i quit alrd. hahas. buy urself la! ;D TC in China! ;D

des``
LOL u mean i`m only good for this 2 years? ;D

2008-12-12T19:31:00.004+08:00

ADVERTORIAL

HELLO ALL ! i`m here to advertise on sth ! Its spposed to be drinks(especially colas) that are actually more healthy den the normal colas and they actually taste almost the same with so much less calories inside ! you can get it at 7 - 11 outlets ard the island.

You can buy per can at $1.80 . However, if you were to buy from me when i am currently working, its buy one get one free ! hoho. so please come buy ok? sms me to ask when and where ! please help please help ;D

heres the link for the Xndo cola advert tt will be on tv i think ;D
http://www.xndo.net/xndocola/

[[As written on the health website]]

The Xndo Cola Drink is a delicious fizzy drink with a great cola taste.

With only 3 calories a serve, it is an excellent healthy alternative for people who love the refreshing taste of cola but not its many calories and high sugar content.

Free of artificial colours, flavours and preservatives, Xndo Cola Drink has no added caffeine or sugar.Sweetened with sucralose, the low-calorie sweetener, Xndo Cola Drink is safe for people with diabetes and suitable for the whole family to enjoy.

2008-12-11T21:18:00.006+08:00

Looks like love

Long time since i blogged, and i totally din blog bout prom cos i haven't recieve the pics from xuan xuan! hahas. faster upload ok? ;D

All in all , prom was fun , with all the lame quizzes tht we haad to take part and ended up taking turns runnin up the stage bare-footed in our dresses. hahas. funny sight i tell you. and everyone was so dolled up ! so glad to see everyone once again. that will probably be the last time where we will be gathered tgt to have fun , of course , excluding results day == Love the "ali baba" thing ;D
Oh ya , somebody *ahem* criticised bout the way i blog , not happy isit ! this way special ma , cute ma ! cannot meh? old man ;D

Back to blogging on prom once i get a hold on all the pics ;D

P.S. its been so long , so long since it all started, but believe me, this will not be the typical fairytale if you let me , catch my drift? ;D IMY♥

2008-11-26T19:40:00.002+08:00

The Enthusiastic Letdown

HELLO! went for job interviews today, met up with nst and mf @ kovan @ 1 ( i wasn't late ok!)

after lunch @ yoshi we left for Eunos Mrt. supposed to reach there at 3, but obviously, we were early. and guess who i saw there. OMG . totally cannot believe it. yep , JEREMY . its like OMG? mf saw him first. but we had to leave for the destination, den we had to leave the mrt station, den they were still there. den mf was like so sad. hahas. ok , i was == den after that , we reached and met this girl called zhi ying , really friendly and young , haas. den when we were about to leave, i saw HIM AGAIN ! omg, same company! what do you call that ! ferlyn said god planned it ! haas. tml gg back there, hope he will be there ! cos mf and nst gna do sth ;D HOHO ;DD

2008-11-24T17:28:00.002+08:00

Always Beyond Me
Hellos! ;D i`m back to blogging once again, after an entire day in Audi. HAHAS.
anyway, i`m here just to advertise for Des and yuhan's newly opened blog shop!
The link for their shop is : thevougelab.livejournal.com
People, do visit when you are online shopping! you never know what great finds u can get there ;D
can tell des put in alot of effort, cos always see her finding backgrds , etc for the blog. haas. all the best Des ! ;D

2008-11-22T19:06:00.002+08:00

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Cecilia'
Heyys ;D i liked that "he was the one " too ;D thanks ;D

Debbie's friend
Hello! ;D dun make it so public la ! now everyone knows == HAHA ;D TC

val`
its so not rotting ;D

huiz`
hellos ;D nice knowing you all ! ;D

Nut`
HEYYS! o.O u serious? then maybe can find one day , we all go out play ! haas ;D

Lawrence`
HELLO ==

Ting`
haas. updated! yea! meet soon! ;D

2008-11-21T10:54:00.012+08:00

So Precious
Hoho! ok i know its been sooo long since i last updated, even though its already past As. Haas. but i was really busy and i slept over at my cousin's. so yepps. anw, i`m nw back to playing private maple. haha ! ok , i shall post some pics that i took ytd, firstly when we had lunch at swensens den at night sushi with my family. Btw, it was my sis's Bday. hahas ;D

My sis , at Swensens

My aunt, the one who treat us to Swensens! Thanks heart2 X3 for everything ;D

My cute cousin who is enjoying the ice-cream. haas ;D

ah! you see! the greedy boy! hahas. all my shots of the ice-cream will have him!

my fav Coit Tower X3

My fav Pasta too ;D

AHHA! caught again! ;D

Dinner, at suki sushi @ Punggol Plaza with parents, thats soft shell crab ;D

Daddy & Mummy X3

random pic ;D

Thats all folks ;D

2008-10-17T20:49:00.001+08:00

concrete angel

She walks to school with the lunch she packed
Nobody knows what she's holdin' back
Wearin' the same dress she wore yesterday
She hides the bruises with linen and lace, oh

The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask
Bearing the burden of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born

Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
Concrete angel

Somebody cries in the middle of the night
The neighbors hear, but they turn out the lights
A fragile soul, caught in the hands of fate
When morning comes it'll be too late

Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
Concrete angel

A statue stands in a shaded place
An angel girl with an upturned face
A name is written on a polished rock
A broken heart that the world forgot

Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
Concrete angel

i think this song really rocks, so its my new blog song ;D

2008-10-04T23:19:00.002+08:00

the below is an article about me that is derived from my handwriting and the fact that it is so true! Omg. if anyone wants the link, tell me! ;D read to know more bout me, even thou its such a long one ==

Samantha uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Samantha does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Samantha will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Samantha is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Samantha doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Samantha will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Samantha's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Samantha slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Samantha can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Samantha's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Samantha that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Samantha also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Samantha is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Samantha's self-concept is artificially low. Samantha will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Samantha to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Samantha is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Samantha is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Samantha has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper. Samantha fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Samantha has an unhealthy relationship to the past and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Samantha seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Samantha seems to be clinging to past events and spending lots of time thinking about what happened. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin.

2008-10-03T17:43:00.008+08:00

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jess``
okayys ;D

potassium``
oh, hi ! ;D i heard from val you failed huh? ;X jiayou!

Soda``
okayys ;D

2008-09-26T22:37:00.004+08:00

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Cel`
haas ;D pretty huh? ;D

des`
chantal is from cycle 9 ! i Love her too ! ;D But Sam more pretty! ( both her and me ;P)

2008-09-24T18:50:00.003+08:00

Sam is th new LOVE! ♥
the above is sam from ANTM cycle 11 ; don;t you think shes hot and super pretty? omg she does all the Sams in the world proud, actually me too ;D i think shes so gonna win this ;D

thats Analeigh, she used to be a figure skater and i thinks shes pretty too ;D
Clark's hot ♥
This shot of Marjorie was the best in the bunch for that particular week ;D
Lauren Brie, not too bad, but i still prefer SAMANTHA ♥

p.s. ANTM rocks ;D ♥

2008-09-17T18:06:00.002+08:00

New Found Glory
Hurray! Finally its all over! Physics students, Jiayou ok !!
Now that its all over, i can finally have some time off to enjoy myself before starting to study yet again.Haas. I`m really disappointed with how i perform for some subs, especially my 3 H2s! its like i thought math was ok? But Ms yau texted to say we did badly ;X and its the same for Chem, totally demoralised. Just hope do badly for math = bad pass? Haas.

Ok! i shall forget about that now. its time to go and play, like AUDITION? ;D Haas. Then start worrying when tuesday is here ;X Jiayou Physics students ! All the way ~

"& I know this is a feeling that i just can't fight;;
you're the first and last thing on my mind ♥ "

2008-09-15T21:01:00.000+08:00

"That nothing grows on,

But time still goes on,

And through each life of misery,

Everybody's got a hold on hope,

It's the last thing that's holding me."

“Hope never abandons you;

you abandon it” [George Weinberg]

There is always hope.

Keep safe.

2008-09-15T20:59:00.000+08:00

last farewell
so, we are at the last farewell.
or not? i don't want to believe that.
i'll continue to look for you from far.
a strange story.
X3

2008-09-15T20:41:00.000+08:00

Castaway
I'm on a sentimental journey
Into sight and sound
Of no return and no looking back or down
A conscientious objecter to the
War that's my mind
While leaving in the lurch and I'm
Taking back what's mine

2008-09-12T14:56:00.006+08:00

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♥others
relinked all!! ;D

♥Desleen
i still can't enter your blog ! what's the pass? ;D

2008-09-11T21:24:00.002+08:00

Only reminds me of you

I see you, beside me
It's only a dream
A vision of what used to be
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures in time
Fading to memories

How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know

Chorus:
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When i turn out of the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

I needed my freedom
This what I've thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart breaks while you cry
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see

Everthing we've been through before
Now means so much more

That I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out of the light
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

Only you...

Please come back to me
I'm down on my knees
Boy can't you see...

How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know

That I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the nightIt only reminds me of you

I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights

Even the nightIt only reminds me of you
You, You,It only reminds me of you

The very fantastic blog song ;D

2008-09-11T21:06:00.000+08:00

My black and white world

sometimes all the world is on grey tones. and if you close the eyes, and let be free your mind, all is coloured. that's my black and white world.

2008-09-11T21:03:00.000+08:00

A ray of blue light

in a world, where there is no hope, no dreams, people were waiting for a ray of blue light. a light that could carry hopes and dreams. also because hope is the last to die.♥

2008-09-10T19:01:00.002+08:00

imperfections

all thanks to charlotte!! she inspired me to blog like after so long ! haas. did really badly for chem today , but guess all the rest were still ok? ;X haven't been really happy these days ;; guess its the exam stress ;X unless theres someone who will cheer me up! anyone? ;D

p.s. i love the pics ;D

2008-09-10T18:57:00.000+08:00

value of a secret

so, that's our secret.
a secret that we will carry in our heart.
and we knowthe value of a secret.

2008-09-10T18:38:00.002+08:00

poisoned apples

she ate a poisoned apple.
she sleeps for a long time.
she's waiting for the right time to wake up.
she hopes that other people are waiting for her.
she hopes,because hope is the only thing that still remains in her heart.

2008-07-08T19:53:00.002+08:00

Semi Hiatus

o.O maybe to others, i`m already on semi haitus since i am not really blogging for like so long. But this is just like an official announcement isn't it? I think i`m really bent on it this time. I've even thought of uninstalling audi from my com! Omg hw serious is that?

Anw, i did real bad for my mids , and even thou i know it, i feel sad not for myself, but for my parents! they had to work so hard, to pay for my tuition and this is how i am repaying them.I dunno how to answer them when they ask bout my results later. sigh. How pathetic can i get. Failing all my core subjects, and i so DO NOT want to u turn! sigh.

Lets hope that my determination will stay and that i can really push myself , for just this 3 last months. Lets hope miracles do happen , and that i would be blessed to do well ok ? ;X
OK! now i am officially on semi hiatus ! BUT , if you wanna jio me out to study , (ONLY to study! dun end up chatting kind) please feel free to ask me ! i need alot of help ;X

2008-07-03T21:18:00.004+08:00

The Fame Lies Beneath

HOHO! check out the picture ! its the audition in game event and thats a list of the winners ! HEHE ;; AND my name is THERE ! check it out !! "---LASTLOVE" haas ! omg. i think its so cool lols :P

Actually my sis won too. but i was the one who clicked into the room for her ! haas. i think i`m so pro ! :P

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ting``
Tagged at eur blog. MISSES X3

Blurz``
BLURZ DARLING ! X3 TC yea xD

2008-06-25T14:18:00.004+08:00

HEARTFELT CONFESSIONS
okay. i`m here to actually talk about two issues. one is the quitting of guild as well; as wads gg on on my tagboard.

MOH
If people do bother to check out my wish list, they would have noticed #05. Actually being in MOH actually meant a lot to me and it held great significance in my life. I'm really proud to be part of it and that it had brought so much joy to me, not only in Audition but also in reality. It pains me to see what has turn out to be and that my wish had not come true. It pains me to see the immaturity displayed the lack of trust and the self centeredness that people actually portray. MOH, no doubt brought lots of joy to me almost meaningless life but it also brought tears to me.

The issue of leaving MOH was a tough and long decision. Maybe many people still haven't truly understand wad made us have this decision & i can firmly tell you that it all happened too fast and everything went out of ctrl before we actually could get a good look of e entire situation.

Building of FAM, no doubt gave us more recognition. But it also is the pitfall of MOH. Through this FAM, we realised the true colours of our members. Who were e ones who really bothered to care for the guild, who chipped in to help, who did not but came in and talk big and criticised all e rest who did help, etc. It is also through this FAM that made me realise how vulnerable we are. We are unable to address issues like in e past. To Boss: I always respect you and e fact that you made my stay in MOH worthwhile and all. But this time, ii can't stay, because I cease to realise my purpose of staying on. Inactive members are just all a facade. What really changed is the attitude of members. I'm still very puzzled with the whole series of events. But I shall not dwell on it since the problems have already been solved. The changing of guild leader(s) made me feel that the old MOH is gone. So my real reason for leaving is cos I realised my MOH is gone, and the people whom I care (excluding MIA ones) have also left, without a word. && there they are, demanding an answer from us. How fair is that?

Now that we have left the guild, as we wish the MOH spirit to forever live in us, we have decided to open a small guild just to accommodate us few - exMOHers. && wads wrong with that? I don’t see why we should get so many negative feedbacks. In any case, others also have their humble abode. So I really dun see why we can't.

Lastly, i wish to thank all for making my stay in MOH so memorable and fun. And the TRUE spirit of MOH will live in me X3

TAG BOARD EVENTS
Ok. Many people have come to my blog to spam my board cos i flamed and criticised their goddess (w/e names your want). && the fact that they cld is because i was honest enough to leave my name there.

Ok, so to all the young teens out there. Snap out of that trance and look straight. Please make sure that whatever information you have is TRUE. Cos I got the other story and it totally clashes with mine. And your are going to ask me, how come mine is true and not hers? cos obviously i bothered to check it all out before i start spamming. Like duh? Anw, I wasn't the topic starter. I merely added on. To think there will be so many with the same thoughts as me. How exciting.

If you all realised that whatever we spammers have done have hurt her badly, well, why dun you ask my sister? Its was the FIRST time I saw her run home crying. Do you know e hurt and pain? YOU OBVIOUSLY DON'T. Cos you all just bother about your goddess who tells you all the lies.

Please, seriously, nobody wants to be a KPO and buaysong and all. But when its time to step and help your loved ones, everyone would do it readily, believe me :P

2008-06-19T13:17:00.001+08:00

The Seven Deadly Sinst

Vanity

In almost every list pride (or hubris or vanity) is considered the original and most serious of the seven deadly sins, and indeed the ultimate source from which the others arise. It is identified as a desire to be more important or attractive than others, failing to give compliments to others though they may be deserving of them,[citation needed] and excessive love of self (especially holding self out of proper position toward God). Dante's definition was "love of self perverted to hatred and contempt for one's neighbor." In Jacob Bidermann's medieval miracle play, Cenodoxus, pride is the deadliest of all the sins and leads directly to the damnation of the titulary famed Parisian doctor. In perhaps the best-known example, the story of Lucifer, pride was what caused his fall from Heaven, and his resultant transformation into Satan. Vanity and narcissism are prime examples of this sin. In Dante's Divine Comedy, the penitent were forced to walk with stone slabs bearing down on their backs in order to induce feelings of humility.

2008-06-10T19:38:00.002+08:00

我踩著夢的階梯走進了一座迷霧森林

誰的心事被天使竊聽泛起漣漪

時間它幫我設計下一秒誰是神秘嘉賓

小心翼翼揭開了面具掌聲鼓勵

2008-06-03T20:02:00.001+08:00

All This While

Remember when...
getting high meant swinging at
the playground;; the problem
about boys was cooties;; mom
was your hero && dad was super
man;; your worst enemies were
your siblings;; race issues
were about who ran the fastest
;; war was just a card game;;
life was simple && carefree
but what i remember most was
W A N T I N G T O G R O W U P

2008-05-29T12:40:00.005+08:00

Never Enough

1) What do you think an ideal best friend should be like?

Someone who knows all about me, and still likes me. Someone who can always lend a shoulder and listen to my rants.

2) If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?

Best of results for A's of cos !! ^^

3) Whose butt would you like to kick?

MinFong's? :P

4) What would you do with a billion dollars?

Donate to the Szechuan Disaster.Buy a Big Glass House, and own a car ^^

5) What's your ideal lover like?

Someone whos faithful , always there and not "sticky"!!

6) Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

IDK ? :X

7) How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

Until my mind cease to care.

8) Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?

yeas:D

9) Define the term 'friends'.

People whom you enjoy their company and that you are yourself when your out with them.

10) If the person you like secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

Love can't be forced .

11) How would you see yourself in ten years time?

Have a successful career i hope? and really get my car ^^

12) Who is currently the most important people to you?

FAMILY X3 + Friends.

14) Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?

IDK :X

15) What's the first thing you do when you wake up?

Dread the start of a new day cos it just goes to show that Mids is ONE day nearer ==

16) Would you give all in a relationship?

ALL as in? :P

17) If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

IDK:X

18) What type of people do you hate?

Backstabbers, hypocrites.

2008-05-28T19:54:00.002+08:00

Heart Of Everything

Spa just ended and this marks the end of expts which is something i`m really glad! After Spa, clique and I left for Bishan j8 where we had lunch at the kopitiam. The kopitian food is damn ex laas! the cheapest thing dere is 4 bucks and that means chicken rice? LOLS.

After lunch, we shopped and walked abt till its 1 where we went up to SHF(singapore Heart Foundation) where we were spposed to attend a workshop for our health mapping exercise this coming sunday at Telok Blangah Cresent.My grp mates are Ferlyn, Youtian as well as Cornelius. Lets hope this sunday will turn out fun ! ^^

Okay! think i`m going to do some econs stuff to perpare for tml's extra lessons! Jiayoous all for Mids as well as for A's.

[[There are so many things i want and haf to say to you, but i know i can't cos i have no excuse to do so. I know this wound will cease to hurt after some time.But i just wanna let you know i care.And all the best for your mids thou i know your smart and i want you to be HAPPY X3]]

Softly we tremble tonight,
picture perfect fading smiles are all that's left in sight,
I said I'd never leave you'll never change
I'm not satisfied with where I'm at in life.

2008-05-10T21:43:00.004+08:00

Lost Love

Mummy && Daddy
Val && Me
VAL && ME II
VAL && ME III

MY QI ZAI !! Ok, actually it is now my mum's ==
The food we ate : Curry Fish head ; Its super ncie can . got that kind of indian curry taste. ^^

You see that long long thing ? Thats their beancurd and i tell you. Its DAMN nice!! its so soft !!
&& The Chicken xD

2008-05-10T21:22:00.002+08:00

Eternal Fall

Just came back from Mother's Day celebrations. I know its a tad too early , but all the singaporeans would be out tml, and being kiasu citizens, we celebrated today !! XD
Ok , uploading the pics in the next post ! LOVE MY MUMMY !! X3

Lotte``
Heyys ! i forgot eur link ! can tell me? xDD

Linrong``
Haas. entertaining rite? xD

2008-05-10T10:53:00.003+08:00

New Found Glory

Yesterday was Be Yourself Day , and our class dressed up minimally. We wore a united tee with 0736 and our old school skirt, just to remind ourself of the PAST!! ^^
Some photos to entertain xPP
Me and Xuan ^^
Fighting in school
grp foto ; oops! wheres ziting?
grp foto II

Grp foto III
Presenting to you, 0718 ^^
Grp foto IV
Dunce of the class ^^
the next virginia tech shootings? :X

We all know that our sec school attire is damn GUAI , so we decided to show everyone the other side of us ~~
Guai Kias!Guai Kias III
Guai Kias IV
Jacq , Me , AnandhiUs

2008-05-08T19:12:00.002+08:00

Not Cinderella

Accidentally came across xiaxue's blog and she is like flaming Fritzl , the incest case which was the talk of the town recently and decided to come here and share my own views bout it. Seriously, i think Fritzl can FHAD(abr that is too crude to be typed out) How can anyone with the right state of mind do that, summore that is his bilogical daughter ! I mean, someone who's insane would not do that as well! summore imprison her for friqqing 24 years! even before i was born she was already being abused. That guy has totally no moral values and ethics! winder hw his father ever educated him! Being somebody's father means giving them chances to grow up and be people who are capable and be happy souls and i think she is so totally deprived of that laas ! I think his father deserves more than a death sentence! i think he should be given strokes of the cane! and then subjected to ALL the different forms or torture before making him commit suicide !! LOl.I know i`m terrible but i think he TOTALLY deserved it laas ! For such a terrible sin he had committed, he should suffer in hell. ==

&& this is when i start to totally agree that death sentence is impt , cos it seriously helps to deter all these from happening.& for every crime committed, the courts should give a proper judgement and render the punishment in the RIGHT amount. All those yellow ribbons and second chances , only hold true to the few minorities, sad to say. :X

daretodream``
o.O you are? Thanks for your encouragement! ^^

shao``
Thanks, jy in army ^^

Yuzhi``
haas, thanks ^^ you too ah! take care!! X3

Justice``
YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE LEFT US ALL HERE :X TAKE CARE BOY!

2008-05-03T21:17:00.002+08:00

hold on to my love

"hold on to my ~~love~~
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was ~~i love you~~ and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in ~~your arms~~?

holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my ~~thoughts of you~~
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight.."

2008-05-03T18:19:00.002+08:00

"open up your eyes

save yourself from fading away now, don't it let go

open up your eyes

see what you've become, don't sacrifice

it's truely the heart of everything"

2008-05-01T16:27:00.006+08:00

gosh, i think i`ve changed alrd. MF called and ask me to go to town and i actually rejected her offer , just to study for chem test ._. am i studious or wad? haas. I have really decided to study hard alrd. Maybe i`ll even quit audi, i know i can. since i can even forget bout *him*.

Mf is like cursing at me alrd luhhs.she said if someone can be so insensitive abt his actions, why should i still even bother to care about him?She thinks i`m nuts == && i think so too. I`m so really hurt by his actions laas. Must really thank xuan . Hell, if not for her, i would still be indulging in this horror movie. Sigh, but these thoughts keep coming back to me once in a while, i tried to keep them all out and concentrating on 2,4 DNPH, Fehling's reagent and Tollen's reagent and all. Sigh , i sure hope i can pass this coming chem test tml!!

&&YOURSTILLTHEBANEOFMYLIFEX/3

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linrong``
LOLS. so long ago de things. dun say lerhhr laas.
Justice``
Heyys !! So long never see you!! hws it as AC? MISS YOU!!
Phoebe``
Heyys ! Thanks ^^
YuZhi``
o.O you very slow leiis. but dun need to know anw ^^

2008-04-20T00:24:00.012+08:00

Devine Decree

I refuse to cry in the light of any day,
for these emotions are my own.
In the past my heart was broke,
and the tears are newly sewn.

2008-04-16T18:01:00.009+08:00

Oriental Pride.

Happy Birthday to me ! ( ok i know i`m late == )

many thanks to people who have wished me one way or another (& with no order of imptance):

`Jeffrey

`Shixuan

`Valerie

`Yanjie

`Hongqing

`Erica

`Weicong

`Minfong

`Aaron

`Shiliang

`Desleen

`Wendy Tan

`Olivia

`Gavin

`Royston

`Ebenezer

`Neehuai

`Wendy Lee

`Alwin

`Ziting

`Jianhui

`Sharon Tan

`MoH Jaaz

`Xiaoting

`Yuzhi

`Allan

`Alson

`MoH Xtr3mist

`MoH Cleo

`Melissa

`MoH xiaosam

`Shuhuan

`Marcus Leong

`Alicia

`Tecksoon

`Aisah

`Louis

`Linrong

&& i`m sorry if i missed anyone out, and i`m really glad that i've realised that there are so many people who care, and actually bothers to text me to congratulate me ^^

15th April

today was the last match , against NJC. HAHA. abit reluctant to cheer leiis. cos its like BOTH are equally impt to me luhhs ==

&& i saw Marcus, teddy bear's friend from SJI who became my friend too.First time meeting him, hes such a cute boy. haas ! ^^

But in the end i still cheered for NY laas! haas.Many thanks to Junyi, cos if he din win that much i wouldn't be able to watch my teddy bear play the last match. haas thanks alot!! *and i`m still drooling over him* but over lerhhr, i won;t be able to see him anymore since A div is over and we are already graduating this year. so sad. Oh ya, i finally pluck up e courage to add him on msn, but he haven accept yet == i assume is he haven had the time to online. haas.

ANW, after the match, most of the team mates went to PS to help me celebrate my bdae. we went to eat at cafe cartel, haas. we spent alot time there, eating and just talking crap. really enjoyed my self and oh ya , thanks NYTT for the balloon, even thou teddy bear din notice it(but i think his partner saw ==) it was a nice attempt and really sweet of you all. THANKS X3

P.S && i seriously dun think he has an AP == no matterwhat, hes still CUTE ^^

NYTTILOVEYOUX3

&&IPROMISETOSTRIVEHARD,FORA'sANDFORYOUX3

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``Jiajie
Heyys!! So long no see ! hw 're you? ^^

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THANKSX33

2008-04-10T18:12:00.005+08:00

Need You There More Than Air

so long since last blogged, so many things happened, happy ones and also sad ones too.
Team Nanyang won SAJC, SRJC as well as TJC. However, we lost to VJC this time round, and today, HCJC. So we lost our chance into the semis to earn ourself a medal. But i know our girls did great and i`m really happy that the guys got into top 4.

And as for wad happened today,i heard it from all people. but that didn't matter to me at all. But today, i suddenly just couldn't take it and broke down. i know i should just ignore it , but it just pains me so much. Maybe wad they tried to say is right, i was the blind one who was acting stupid all this while. I thought it could work out and all , but the truth , everyone knows.
*AHEM* doesn't even cast a look at me, so its like whats the point of doing something thats impossible? X/3

NYTT ALL THE WAY
ILOVEYOUGUYSX3
&&YOURSTILLTHEBANEOFMYLIFEX/3

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Phyllis``
Heyys,, ok , when i`m free ok? xD

ELIZA``
okiies. ^^ TC
Wendy``
i got it, i uploaded all those i kop from diff sources at my facebook alrd.^^

2008-03-26T20:04:00.004+08:00

Devine Decree

Today was the first match,up against SAJC.This is actually considered a deciding match as to who could enter the semi finals. overslept, so arrived in school late. == Started to train and all, till the rest of the players were all here to train. Was SLIGHTLY offended , cos coach and the chers were like so biased towards all the other main players and neglecting the rest of us, its like pls, be more fair can? Din take it that seriously though, cos its not the first time anyway. But , YL like quite sad over this X= cheer up kaes xD

All and all we won, 4:1 which makes us have a higher chance of entering the semis, but Oli dun so sad kaes? i still LOVE you as much, wanted to send her an sms to cheer her, but was afraid it would spoil her day, so i din X=

AND the MOST IMPORTANT thing is i SAW my TEDDYBEAR<33 OMG! i`m like SO SO excited and stuff !! haas. even though he lost, but least he got to play right xD and he played well too ! hoho ^^

So excited to see him laas. after ONE ENTIRE YEAR! == ok, so i DID see him at orchard last week, but thats beside the whole point rite ! din get to see him so closeup ^^ X333

2008-03-23T16:13:00.002+08:00

TAG REPLIES
linrong``
LOLS!! oh ya ! i totally forgot trng ~ ehhs. maybe afternoon bahhs xP anw, monday`s trng is at safra also?

2008-03-21T17:48:00.005+08:00

Envy of The Fake and Beautiful

i`m so bored that i`m blogging ! SIANS == what a bad way to spend Good Friday! Pity mum`s not feeling well so we gotta stay at home. was planning to go T3 with the family then go somewhere else for dinner. haas. but nvm laas. Anw, i`ve done everything i could with the com! This is so boring now ==

Guild outing tentatively on 290308 , next saturday. Events still yet to be settled, but i wish it could be fun xD And oh ya, tuition is commencing soon for me. which marks lesser time for me to play and all. but yeah, its better than having NTH to do xD

Presenting, MOH X3

Teenage Lies
So young of age on this earthly stage
And many days to come.
Our youthful hearts twain in one part
lasting perpetually for some.

Eternally, love would wish to see
The glory days of us.
While others leave and thus believe
It most preposterous.

2008-03-20T16:04:00.003+08:00

Hang On to your Emulsion

Finally, the block tests are ending, but Table Tennis "A" Div is starting just as quickly as Blocks are ending.The mixed feelings of having nothing to do and not wantign to study evolves ard me ==

Anw, went to catch Rule #1 with xuan xuan ytd.After Chem paper ytd, i went home while she went to HM to borrow VCDS. haas. Then we realised that its not being played at CINE. so went to PS instead and we're afraid we could not make it in time for the earliest movie. so i dashed there and we're just in time for the movies xDD Overall, it was really nice ! But abit scary sias == *remembering the accounts of solo screaming in e cinema ==* then after the movie, we saw a dead corpse outside the theatre!! no laa == it was some demo for the rule #1== Looks so real laas !! SX still insisted on taking pics with them. haas. shall post the pics when SX uploaded them xD

went to Spotlight to walk walk, and again, we took alot of nonsensical pics with all the props we found there, haas, i was a witch and xuan xuan was pirate !! haas xD it was fun day out den i had to rush to TPY for trng. turns out no coach, and kept playing doubles throughout the day. Seriously, my skills have deteoriated to the maximum lvl == i`m so dead and tourny is like this COMING WED? X=

GOODLUCK NYTT ! May we achieve our top 4 goal again! and we shall rejoice xD GOOD LUCK FOR THE BLOCKS TOO ! x3

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NST``
Heyys,, xD Miss you loads ^^

Sheryl``
heyys, okiies xD TC Loads gerl! ^^

VAL``
WHAT ASS == LINKED ==

NST``
Replied!! ==

Broken``
okiies xP

2008-03-14T19:09:00.003+08:00

This is Love

okiies. i know its been uber long since i last blogged again, to some people, i might have like totally vanished into thin air, but trust me, i do have my reasons. Don't blame me ok? and dun take it to heart, cos you and i know its not really feasible and we won't end up tgt , plus the exams are nearing and i dun see myself having enuff time to finish my scope of work, and i know i`m selfish, but who doesn't wanna score well for exams? Please don't let this incident remind you of eur past,i`m really sorry for ignoring you , please forgive me,

Block test is coming in 3 days? and i`m not at all prepared, only prepared to face doom, this is so disgusting me. And i pray that i can be able to pass Block Test? X=

P.s i`m a left brainer <3

2008-02-23T21:08:00.002+08:00

The full amount

TAG REPLIES

LALA``
== lols.

aVal``
== lols.

ViVi``
lols! you never link me still ask me link! naughty ==

Dean``
heyys ~ haas got !

2008-02-17T21:09:00.003+08:00

Harlequin forest

TAG REPLIES
Valerie``

Heyy == Thank alot. i know you love me but please don't use other people`s identity and you even spell it wrongly == tsktsk try harder ok !! xPP

2008-02-17T17:49:00.002+08:00

Ladder in the sky

Hellos! Its been some time since i blogged again, and this time, i have alot of things to share !
14th Feb which happened to be Valentines, was happy and i went to school eagerly(dun ask me why == cannot eager mehhs ? ==) haf spend the previous few nights preparing presents for my clique as well as for the pingpong girls team. haas. recieved quite a few presents and i`m touched xDD hope they all like my present too, thou its relli cheap and full of crap anyway X=

Couldn't really pay attention till the end of school, esp during econs, cos i failed my TM test == like wth laas == yet again! Then i went to com lab to like emo and to my surprise, Daring mf also dere. haas. so i waited for her to finish then off we went. bought presents den movie time! though i dislike Jay very much, but she loves him so much == haas. so we went for the movies. and i sorta enjoyed it. storyline was not too bad but a pity he was dere and apparently he was sooo acting cute == *brr* after the movie, saw kf and his gf and they apparently was sitting behind us and we din realise== haas

We din go for dinner as we had planned cos we were too full from the nachos and drink and i almost forgot my phone == heng last mnute remember then mf found it for me. xPP

Enjoyed my Valentines Day with her butit was topped up with the best news, and that i knew he cared and that was wad really made my day (: Thanks <3 Jiayoous for eur test is 2 weeks time ! can make it derhhr xPP

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Linrong``
lols? no laas. you dun == haas.

ViVi``
heyys ;; linked xP remember link me too xP

2008-02-05T17:51:00.000+08:00

Verre d'eau

oops;; haas, i know i havent been blogging for such a long time and since the new year long break is coming, i`ll take this lil time off to blog xPP

lotsa things happened recently , be it happy or sad ones..
there was the trip to ruth's place for steamboat dinner where e family of 8 gathered once again, after such a long time of being apart. From my friends, i can see that time relli changes people. Its really obvious when eu see them back together after so long.But i can say that i really enjoyed myself that day, even thou we had nothing to do after eating, but just sitiing dere, and looking at us all back tgt once again, this feeling sends warmth to me X)

Failing of tests which was regarded a routine slowly had a slight change. i got better for my tests and also re-tests == (hey at least i got better rite xPP) Lets hope it stays this way xD

Alsome and mr old man havent been talking for quite some time. I was really worried how come he suddenly totally ignore me, i tried to think of some answers, like , maybe hes just too busy with school? or is hes family wrecking his nerves? but till now, i still think that it could only be that he ignored me because he had to and i don't blame you, all we know is that its all over, and that we can't go back to wad we were once before. you asked wads X/3 , i felt like really telling you, but i can't open my mouth, and eur just my friend, you`re not obligated to listen to my rants. so let it all be over and that you will find someonebetter than me who will NEVER IGNORE YOU

TAG REPLIES
Alwin``
Heyys ;; THANKS XD

Eben``
ok, appreciate it ^^ TY LOADS

aVAL``
okok ;; linked xPP

Minn``
okiies minn xPP SURE ! X3

Justice+Linrong``
haas;; ORHS ! BLOGGED !!

2008-01-05T19:47:00.000+08:00

ego::COLD::

Yes;; I`ve finally leveled to 24 ==
and to think i sid i wouldn't be playing audition ==
its so damn hard to simply quit !!
Damn it. Even thou i have set my heart into not playing, but at the sight of my lappy, i just cant resist the temptation to do so ! DANG !

Someone, teach me !! what can i do !! GRR

The imminence of your touch
makes my heart beat to the ryhthm

TAG REPLIES
LinRong``
LOLS.its not all A`s == is A levels == DIAOS. See also see wrong i abit worried for your GP liaos== xPP

Alwin``
HEYYS!! THANKS!! hope you too ! MISSES !! TTY AGAIN!!

2008-01-01T13:01:00.001+08:00

summer love

hoho ;; Happy new year all !
By welcoming the year of 2008, there are happy moments as well as unhappy ones.
A new year marks the beginning of something new but that would also mean that the major A level exams are nearing and that it would soon be here, and that is wad i dread the most ==

Went to celebrate the counting down with MF and my sis at my PP.Mf stayed over at my place after that. cos she gotta go work the next day. which is like so ke lian ><
and Mr stubbron old man had to reach home like 4 30? and still so bz sleeping tt he cant reply to my sms ==

Tml would mean the start of a new academic year and that i would soon be j2 and that there are much more things that i should let go in order to prepare myself for the Big As. and this include Audition which is actually a part of me , and i`m letting go of it now. >< HURTS SO MUCH

but a girl gotta do what a girl gotta do !! HAHA

TAG REPLIES
Eliza``
hoho ;; linked X3

ValK``
when i`m free pls xD THX

Phoebe``
HEYYS !! How are you? XDD

NST``
I HAVEN`T SEEN YOU FOR AGES TOO!! MISSES!!

Shao``
Merry X`mas and Happy New Year!

LinRong``
Of cos laas! My song leiis xDD HAHA

Eben``
Haas;; see ya soon XD

2007-12-21T17:01:00.001+08:00

HELLO
HEHEH
LOLS

2007-12-17T21:33:00.000+08:00

back to black

ok ;; e second one xD
its my audition guild, MOH `s guild outing. althou its e 6th outing, it was e first one which i went for. and i`m reli glad to have met this bunch of cute and amazing ppl ! they are funny and some can relli sing well ! xDD our age range is from 13-29 X= (Ps Boss X=)

here comes !!
``i edited this oic for our guild blog and its used ! so happy xPP
Site:http://ministryofhell.blogspot.com

GUILD PHOTO X3
the GERLS X3
GUYS
BOSS AND BOSS WOMAN

2007-12-17T21:28:00.000+08:00

Since I met you...
ok;; the first one. Class chalet.
During our class chalet, we not only celebrated one yr tgt, but also, we celebrated jacqueline`s birthday as it fell on the last day of our chalet.

MY CLIQUE<3 CLASS PHOTO
the guys who took the beds for themselves ==
BOYS WITH MR TOH
GIRLS !

2007-12-17T21:18:00.000+08:00

La salle de bain - deux

OK ;; not relli posting for some time. so i promise 3 LONG posts ;; actually i`ll be photoblogging bout 3 big events. firstly, the class chalet , den the Ministry of Hell guild outing and den followed by pics of my laogong and teddy bear. HOHO ;; i noe this will interest alot of ppl. but sry its strictly MINE == no KOPING hor !! THANKS X33

TAG REPLIES

Sebastian``
OMG ;; eu serious? or isit only you? HAHA;; ok i`m kidding again == its hard eu noe == like hw eu cant leave maple X=

2007-12-16T16:20:00.000+08:00

Fawkes Shades

TAG REPLIES
LinRong``
ok laas;; is YOU ONE person buy for me derhhr ^^ good enuff? xPP HAHAS.
YouTian``
erm ;; the shitr itself is not elastic derhhr ;; but eu wear hor i confirm eu eu can wear. its something like those MF `s sis wear derhhr ;; yaas. confirm eu can wear luhhs ^^

2007-12-15T17:52:00.000+08:00

TAG ERPLIES
youtian``
oO ;; eu interested? its similar to the sioze charmian wear to SKCC de. i can show eu rl if eu wan xDD

2007-12-14T09:50:00.000+08:00

Exsanguinated

Yuzhi``
No laas;; haas. Tat TIGGER is a Gift xD oh ya ;; eu noe who also. is Linrong and Lawrence give de xDD

2007-12-13T15:08:00.000+08:00

Heyy guyys ;; i`m selling this top == haas ;; 10 dollars ! anyone? i asked my fren to sell this for me. but she like no reply yet. so putting here. HAHA so if anyone wans measurement ? please ask me xD TYTY

P.S it says , Hazel eyed Hottie xD and its Brand New

2007-12-13T14:51:00.000+08:00

Im wide awake, its morning
oO ;; okiies i noe its long but too busy to do much ==
Trng takes up alot of time and i had a relli good trng ytd xD
The day b4 was NYTT seior`s farewell party. food was great and seniors were fun;; but somehow, i could sense tt i wasnt relli happy. and didn`t relli enjoy myself tt much. and if i could turn back time, i wouldnt want to attend it again ==
rather, i prefer to go shopping and i `ve this feeling that its either me or my friends, either way, we haven changed and we are not wad we used to be..
The kind of things that we used to like are now slowly changing and its like we no longer had similar interests, and that we are inching apart. we are like so different and i no longer have the sense of familiarity when i am with your.
Maybe its just me? Or maybe we all have changed. changed for the better and we all know thats good.

TAG REPLIES
NST``
yepps ;; as eu requested xDD haas;; i MISS YOU SO !! X33

2007-12-08T22:16:00.000+08:00

Harlequin forest

TAG REPLIES
NST``
hoho ;; smsed == X333

2007-12-02T22:15:00.000+08:00

A Self in Sepia

TAG REPLIES
Eben``
smsed xDD

Broken``
haas ;; sure sure ^^ link eu soon !!

YuZhi``
oh;; good den ^^ haf fun xDD

2007-11-25T11:10:00.000+08:00

Birthday Roses

TAG REPLIES
Yuzhi``
oh. i not joining lerhhr laas. cos i gt work. think next year den i join xD haas ps worr. eu found any frens to pei you?

Eben``
oO. you really went check? haas. ya luhhs == i cant find those anywhere else ==

2007-11-23T18:46:00.000+08:00

2007-11-23T18:35:00.000+08:00

They call me Addiction

hoho. todae went to school fot trng xD Bei finally back for FIBUA xD haas.KI SIAO de ah bing ge <3 (you noe wad i mean) happy jiu hao ^^
anw;; went school for trng like always, MRT super crowded laas == den waited for bus at bus stop and saw yeeling xD haas. then took bus tgt ;; then we saw coach and we walked into the school with him;; apparently he was lost. is he glad that he met us ^^ haas.

trng was tough as usual; but its even worse now cos deres PT today ! running that 3 rnds almost killed me ! WTH la ! cant we do something that will not take my life? i had stitch and i almost couldnt talk laas == haas. see hw tough it is == den after trng we went to wat at Pasta Mania. haas. and the Creamy Chicken is so not nice laas == Charmi still sae VERY nice ==

then ;; oh ya ruth came. den we went home and here i am blogging and audiing till now == haas. oh ya. everyone,, i saw a couple of stuff online that i soo like xD i`m hinting my X`mas Gifts ^^
HOHO ^^

TAG REPLIES
Ting``
haas. u can kop luhhs xD u noe hw rite and eu rmb i said eu wan me to help eu can just send it to me and wadever words eu want xD i`ll do it ^^ and wad CAL == i`m so guai laas. haas. STUDY DATE GERL !! X33

2007-11-22T18:46:00.000+08:00

Una Vida Restricta.3
Promises.
A combination of words used.
For love, reassurance,trust.
You made a promise.
Then broke it.
Oh, empty words.
Empty promises.

Dun give me empty promises ok? X3

2007-11-22T14:39:00.000+08:00

Specifico

i`ve got the chalet pics from xuan xuan lerhhr. but still haven get the rest from jacq and ziting;; so gotta wait xD haas X3

Oubliette II

So young of age on this earthly stage
And many days to come.
Our youthful hearts twain in one part
lasting perpetually for some.
Eternally, love would wish to see
The glory days of us.
While others leave and thus believe
Its most preposterous.

2007-11-21T19:14:00.000+08:00

blanc et noir

training todae.got alot of people here. mujst start getting used to having so many people at trng lerhhr. and dere will be PT this coming friday trng ! AH ! i so dun wanna run ><
haven been doing much studying. so YEELING ! i`ll be going with eu despite e distance tml !
and ;; bei`s 2nd dae at FIBUA == so long laas. quick come back and check the number of messages i send eu ! <3

i X/3 FIBUA ==
Could there be another you
Who could bring sunshine to
My life once again?
And help me pick the fragments
Of my life that remain…
BEI ! MISS LOADS X3

2007-11-20T15:41:00.000+08:00

Devine Decree

hoho. ytd was class chalet ! had loads of fun with the class, thou some people din turn up but we still had fun n stuff. i bet everyone did ^^ i`m going to do a photoblogging for that dae xD so yepps, gotta wait till i get all the pics xD
todae went to celebrate sis birthdae with her classmates. sounds wierd rite? but i went . in fact i organized this event. and i`m glad she loves it xD her presents too in which i went through great trouble before being able to get it for her. <3

and now i`m like super tired from nt enough sleep thou i am one of those with more sleep (nt as much as Jason thou xP) haas.okiies. off to sleep <3

YOU ARE MISSED X3

You called to ask, "Did you miss me?"
"Yes." That's all I answered.
When the line was cut, I was literally jumping, my heart was beating so quickly,
and I swear I could have done double backhand springs.
That's how much I missed you.
*BEI YOU ARE MISSED X3*

The 4 piggies - yeeling;; mel ;; charmian and miie ^^
ok;; the BLUE EXTENSIONS. i noe theres something on my face ==

thats pimple cream laas == HAHA

2007-11-18T13:54:00.000+08:00

The Taste Of Love

Song Title: Look at us now

Singer: Sarina Paris

For all the times that we,
We ever were to be,
Look at us baby,
Look at us now,

For everyday that I should have you by my side,
We'll make it baby,
Look at us now,
For every night I pray,
I know that you will stay,
Look at us baby,
Look at us now,

Remembering the time our love was not so fine,
We made it baby,
Look at us now,
Baby look at us,

Everybody believed we would never be,
Look at us up above,
We are so in love,
Everyday in your arms,
Baby can't go wrong we are strong look at us now,

For all the times that we,
We ever were to be,
Look at us baby,
Look at us now,

For everyday that I should have you by my side,
We'll make it baby,
Look at us now,
For every night I pray,
I know that you will stay,
Look at us baby,
Look at us now,

Remembering the time,
Our love was not so fine,
We made it baby,
Look at us now

Baby look at us,
Baby look at us,
Baby look at us.

2007-11-18T13:36:00.000+08:00

Oriental Pride
oO. blogging again xD nothing much relli . and i regret that i only knew now that High School Musical is nice X= i was so against it last time laas== went out to study with Mf ytd and my sis came and find us.stayed at Macs and studied. haas. then after that we went City Plaza for dinner. then i shun bian go extend my hair. i had to go thru so much trouble just to extend it laas == ma fan des and e rest xD haas. but must thank des luhhs xDD TYTY ^^ i kinda like it laas its BLUE xDD heh heh later i post pic xDD

den after that went home jiu slack n watch tv. This morning went hougang plaza eat breakfast. den we saw this HORNET and omg it dropped in front of me. den i quickly siam. den my sis took a cup n kept it inside == i`m SO TOTALLY disgusted ok ! my dad tried to kill it. cos if it flew out we will be the ones dead == and if we just left it dere, the cleaner aunite/uncle would be e ones dead . so bo bian =/

my dad "kiap" half the body out of e cup den the sting appeared. OMG the sting will move derrhr laas. it will swivle in and out. so disgusting laas. den my dad used his chopstick to agaun, "kiap" the lower body part with the sting out. cos they will die w/o it maas. den omg eu see those gooey things cappearing. YUCK ! but it died and we are saved ==

yea. just auditioned and tml is class chalet xD woohoo. LOVES for 0718 ^^

TAG REPLIES
Eben``
that time so early == i din noe eu working. haas. and i was rushing for time alsoxD yepps. haas. working hours is 12 to 9 i think. yeps xD

NST``
dunno leiis. nt as nice as i felt it should be? xD i cry also nt as cham as eu !! yea ! sure sure !LOVES !

2007-11-15T19:47:00.000+08:00

The Full Amount
oops. super long once again ==
haas. but like nth to relli talk bout;; cept the face tt i fell sick for one entire week in which i already got well laas ==
went out today.theres school in the morning.then after my lessons, called minfong and she said she saw darling at kovan (NST xP) . den i was like oO relli? and den i called darling. haas. tts wad i call her laas. so bear with it xD she said she would wait for me xD so i went to find her.den we went to macs, then we went to her place while we were thinking of a place to go. haas. her cousin is sooo cute i tell you (: and i realise that children`s attention span is sooo short == den we decided to go catch a movie at vivo. wanted her to watch stardust again. den she wanted gameplan. n i lost == so gameplan. we walked ard, i gt my mirror and den we went to LJS. walked ard just to find atm == haas. we window shopped , had lots of fun b4 we went for the movie. NST cried so BADLY LA !! haas. wose den miie xDD
okiies xDD bout all ^^

TAG REPLIES
Yaokhuan``
oops. i keep forgetting laas, sumtimes lazy also xD haas. i try asap okiies? xD

Sher``
ellos xD i`m the most extreme left X= haas LOVES!! x3

Eben``
heyys forget tell you, all my IMM cancel liaos. so only gt Expo. so i think i visit eu better xDD haas

2007-11-08T19:47:00.000+08:00

Envy of The Fake and Beautiful

hoho. so long alrdy !

think theres some error with my blog. it doesnt seem to load fully. anw;;
HAPPY DEEPAVALI X33
haas. public Hols for all. todae went for job interview at Popular.haas went with mf. den after we left , we went to dhoby to find our sisters xD haas. my sis was with huihui they all. then they went to ps to gai gai. xDD then mf`s sis was with her frens at carrefour. den me and mf went to find my sis first den after that we went to carrefour to surprise visit mf`s sis. but when we reached there, nt long after they at bunk alrdy. == den we bought sushi for our sis as well as us den we went to bunk. haas. in e end val n me played. haas e rest keep walking about ^^

after that we went hm tgt with yanlin`s frens. haas alighted at cp to meet parents for dinner.
ate at sk`s kp. food sucks X= *serious* haas. and all THX TO TUMA hu never help miie lic as promised == hai me cannot gain exp at bunk == he damn slow one ==
still dare sae in army boring . ==

anw;; tml gt pingpong trng again xD e past 2 trngs were at TPY safra. tml will be at prebytarian high xDD never been there b4 xD so quite excited xDD yepps ^^ haas. and, deres no school tml !! woohoo xDD

presenting to you;; NYTTGT (Nanyang Table Tennis Girl`s Team)

2007-11-04T12:55:00.000+08:00

Silence Tells More

TAG REPLIES
ting``
ranking points? 37 == lols. hard maas == abit disappointed too X= haas sure thing love xDD seriously need to catch up on some studying X= slacking too much xPP LOVES X33

2007-11-02T16:07:00.000+08:00

Evolorica

TAG REPLIES
huiying``
HELLO XDD saw eu that dae. sicne a long time ago... xDD TCTC

2007-10-31T13:24:00.000+08:00

Hang On to your Emulsion
haven`t been blogging for a few days. Op was yesterday and the whole PW cycle is finally completed xDD

nth much is up this few days. just rushing PW all the while. xDD
and of cos, more audition xDD
now, i`m watching ying ye also ^^
haas. tml going out for movies.
den maybe after des`s and mf`s OP we `ll go out once again xDD haas.
x33

2007-10-28T20:15:00.000+08:00

STAND IN LINE

TAG REPLIES
LR``
haas.eu also very pig luhhs xDD

LR``
LOLS. WAD ABOVE AVG ONLY !! its godlike horrs xPPP

YuZhi``
Haas. xDD THX alot ! I will derhhr ^^

Eben``
ya luhhs X= so must JY xDD TCTC

YUN``
heh heh ! eu also ahhs ! xDD x333

2007-10-26T22:32:00.000+08:00

PROMO RESULTS
GeneralPaper``
48 ( E )
Chinese``
58 ( C )
Geography``
50 ( D )
Chemistry``
28 ( U )
Economics``
52 ( D )
Mathematics``
45 (E )

okiies. i`m not trying to show off here. this is just a VERY GENTLE self reminder that i SUCK big time in my promos and its time that i seriously BUCK UP in order to pass my As and go to SMU.

There is soo much that has to be done to improve in my core subs, chem, econs and maths.Ok.i Shall work sooo HARD this coming HOLS. to cover up for all the time i`ve wasted.

KAMBATTE KUDASAI X33

2007-10-26T22:18:00.001+08:00

Once More

Okiies. Todae Op dry run again. Today had to rpesent to the entire class!i was like OMG so nervous! but i went through it! I think i imrpoved abit as i`m not so nervous and maybe abit more coherent? xDD The other groups presented too.From my point of view, i can see everybody worked hard xD GREAT WORK guys. its soon over. LETS just PRAY==

After school went with Linrong to my cous`s place to take heartheart`s IC as well as her working pass.VAL`s fault laas.== her own problem and i`m supposed to go down and take it for her == like WTH laas == its nt as if i`m changing my HP ==

After getting the stuff, we took bus to TM to starbucks(LR`s treat xPP cos he owed miie) den sat dere and he watched miie plae audi. he like so fascinated == NOW HE noes my REAL skill xDD HAHA

ard 4 plus, we den left for home. slept throughout e entire bus journey home. so OMG tired even thou i had a HUGE amt of caffeine intake == so unbelievable.

TAG REPLIES
Minfongx33
oO. my works leiis. of cos must SHOWCASE abit ma xDD

YuZhi
He always so mean to me de luh X=

Eben
oO. emo meh? y so many ppl sae ? xP

LR
all also nice luhhs;; just nt eur style nia xPP

2007-10-24T21:48:00.000+08:00

Reach Out

TAGREPLIES
LR : LOL. eu very kua zhang la == i think its cool luhhs ^^

LR : LOL. so eur gacha more impt laas ==

Yuzhi : oO. no nede so nice to him derhhr laas ==

LR : LOL ! WTH ! WAD FAIL ! kan sway wo ah !!

2007-10-23T17:44:00.000+08:00

Shine Together

TAG REPLIES
yuzhi : YUZHI !! i wan join leiis. i mean if i qualify le, will they ask me to umpire? as in when they have matches? i lost eur contact le =/ gimme eur email too can? xDD

XIAOTING : haas. IMY too =/ sure ^^ eu too alrites xDD ILY TOO x33

LR : OH YA ! miie n wendy tan still owe eu 2 dollars each leiis. remember the yoghurt? xDD haas. i just rememeberd. eu dunwan go empire course ah? go leiis. ihavent found anyone to pei miie go xDD haas.

2007-10-22T21:34:00.000+08:00

i`ve always believed in these chinese saying <<>>
lols. dun ask miie why, todae proved to be the best example ever.

Nothing just goes smooth for me, from OP , to table tennis ,
an just when i thought i could go audi n actually fa xie awhile,
TMD some dumb it childish frigg had to irritate me and now...
even my sis need to scream at miie at THIS moment. *f4*
damn. so everythings my fault. everything is wrong with me.
wth la == cant eur do some soul searching? dun just push e blame to others can?
ppl also will sad derhrh leiis. the world dun revolve only ard eur can ==
dun be so self centred laas. FCUK EVERYTHING (ok i usually dun do this but nw i used this- i`m RELLI pissed)

SPARE ME FRM HELL.

The Horror at the Chateau
I feel like a freak on a leash...

All the things that have been said & done,will always be remembered.

She's waiting for changes.

Need You There More Than Air.

2007-10-21T15:54:00.000+08:00

LISTEN TO THE BEAT
I feel like I can tell you anything;

I trust you with my thoughts.

But there are only 3 words that I'm afraid to tell you

When I try to say them, nothing comes out.

They just echo back in my mind over and over again.

I just can't bring myself to tell you this

I don't think that I ever will.

You would never understand.

No, I will never tell you how i feel inside.

I never will because I never can

Just like I will never know how you feel about me

So I guess this is it,

I will never tell you those 3 words because I am too afraid

That you will say "no".

I will never say how i truly feel,

I will never say that

"I Love You."

Never.

copyrighted DEVIANTART

2007-10-21T12:37:00.000+08:00

somewhere over the rainbow

been auditioning the past few days, and doing project work.
had OP dry run last Friday, was still ok i guess. din relli present the whole thing. just part of it.
i need to stop swaying like a coconut tree. ==

oh ya, my new audi target, is to win ahhliang!! that so zuai de fellow ==
me and mf wanna join -MoH-
Oh ya. and i finally cleared my desk to start preparing to studyxDD

anyawy, dere is this table tennis upire course and i so want to join. anybody who wants to join me, tell me , n i foward eu the consent form xD still looking for someone to pei me go xDD its this dec hols. 6 lessons for 60 bucks and deres a test at the end. so yepps xDD

TAGREPLIES
Ting : dun wry so much love. it will all turn out fine. deres still me n maybe.. peiting x= xDD

Peiting : HAHAS. of cos ! MY skills where gt lousy derhhr ^ HAHA. i 21 lerhrh leiis !! xDD

sher : heyy love x33 ;; yea the "tennises" rawkks xDD